Monday, July 16, 2012

Injury = Lazy = Feeling pathetic

Like I said previously, I injured my back on Friday.  It was feeling much better Sunday morning, but then it went kaput again Sunday afternoon/evening.  I thought this morning was going to be okay, as it was feeling alright, but then I was changing a diaper on E when it literally cracked and I couldn't move.  YAY.  For the last hour, I've been laying on the floor in the girls' rooms playing with them, reading to them, and making various phone calls I've needed to do.  Now, they're watching Dora the Explorer and I'm catching up on computer stuff.  How am I going to survive the day?  I've taken three Ibuprofins in the hopes of alleviating some of it, but the husband went to work today with his carpool (so he can't come home early) and my in-laws are on vacation.  I guess I have to grin and bear it but OMG does it hurt. 

On top of hurting my back, I haven't exercised since Friday.  That makes me feel extremely lazy.  THAT makes me feel really pathetic and my weight issue from last week is coming back to haunt me (I weigh 3 pounds more now than I did before I started working out daily three weeks ago).  I wish I could exercise, so I can feel like I'm taking a dent out of my weight issue, and so that I stay in shape.  I've decided to train for an 8K in early October to celebrate my birthday (8K = 4.97 miles), so of course my body decides to crap out when I decide to really start training for it.  DAMMIT!  I feel really lazy, fat, and pathetic right now.

Off to wallow in pain...argh...

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