Babies...oy.

I had a dream last night that I was going to have another baby in July.  I'm sure this is because I have one friend who is due any day now with her baby boy, and another that just found out she's having a girl in 20 more weeks.  In any case, my dream made me wake up sad.  I know that our family is complete with the two girls, and my husband and I won't be having anymore children (we took care of that!), but it still makes me sad that I won't have a teeny tiny bundle of warm baby to care for ever again.  Having another child would be ludicrous, incredibly busy, hard on us in so many ways (we'd have to get a bigger car, house, budget more, etc.), but...I can't help but want that little bundle.  I guess I'll have to snuggle with any niece(s) or nephew(s) we get in the future to compensate.  Still, babies on the brain.  I can't believe my 13-month-old E and 3-year-old L are as old and big as they are, but I miss those newborn days for both of them just a bit!

Baby L (January 2009)

Baby E (January 2011)